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my life is so confusing

i am at a point where i am out of all the answers

there are so many things going on in my head i do'nt know what to do

i think i'm headed for a breakdown   i can feel it

i just want things to go back to the way they were

-kheni

well hello again

it has been a long while since i have updated

so here is what went down....

thrusday ashley came over  we went to wal mart where i *got to see aaron* that was fun  then me and ash came home talked to my parents ha then we went and sat at the pool until like 9 something then came home and talked for a really really long time it was good!!

friday umm well my sister decided that she wanted to fake sick so i really didn't get to do much but watch her  when my mom got home we went to the movies but yah that was totally ruined.... thanx guys......

saturday umm well went to wal mart again had nothing else to do um then i came home i thought i was going to have to watch my sister but then i didn't bcuz she went to a friends house..parents went out to eat...when they got back me and ashely went to rent movies we rented garden state<------ great movie!! and the jacket i haven't seen that one yet but ne ways

sunday ashley went home i went to walmart w/my mom  and then i watched t.v. all day

today got my ass up early to go run then i had practice so yah thats been about it

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ok since everyone says they use this as a online journal i think i'm am going to express what i am feeling right now ....... i do'nt get how someone can treat someone like they r dirt on the bottom of there freaking shoe and then ignore someone on purpose and then say that it's love and then apologize and it's ok i just dont get it i mean i think the person is so afriad of being alone and wants to hang on to w/e  i just do'nt get it so if someone can plz explain this to me  this isn't just directed to one person or persons this is life in general i just am so confused

love to all

<33 kHeNi aShLeI

hello my dears

what is up? nothing here

so yah this morning had the wonderful running............blah

cam home went back to sleep then at about noon i get a call and guess who it was from...

........

my beautimous ashley and it went a little something like this

"i know u had ur little running thing this morning and u have slept long enough now get your ass up"

love my ashley

then i talked to aaron for a bit

then i cleaned my kitchen bcuz no one else in my family does

and now i think ashley is going to come over bcuz i haven't seen her in like a week  and we need to talk!!

i think we are going to wal mart and then it might be off to the pool so idk we'll see

well love to all

<33 kHeNi aShLeI

hey loves

what is up nothing here it has been a really boring week for me

ha

but yah lets see yesterday *woke up* ate breakfast* talked to aaron *watched t.v.* cleaned alot* watched t.v. again* talked to parents* ate dinner* watched this show about the most famous movie lines* watched the season premiere of Rescue Me <--- good freakin show!!* watched T.V. Land* then drifted off to sleep*

so thats it

love to all

<33 kHeNi aShLeI

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ashley i love u more then life itself your the best and u r my best friend i know ur going through a hard time right now but it will pass i know u prolly do'nt believe me but it will i promise i'm always here for u

steve u have become one of my really good friends and quite frankly u r one of the kewlest guys i have ever met!! nothing changes ok?

love to all

<33 kHeNi aShLeI